Update on the Weight

On my birthday October 6th, I weighed in at a whopping 153.6 pounds! I know I couldn't believe it either...and like all good things, it came to an end. We started my birthday celebration at Olive Garden, and that was the start of my current derailment. I am not happy with myself, I have eaten out, eaten terrible, and enjoyed every minute of it. WHY oh WHY do I do this to myself. So on Monday I got back on track with my eating. I have been planning my meals again and laying it out and organizing it the night before. It has seemed to help curb my hunger issues because I am prepared. Don't get my wrong, those treats in the lounge or office are still calling my name and it has been hard, but I need to get those 4 pounds, YES I SAID 4, off that I have gained to make me weigh 157.8. I also started doing Crossfit again since softball is over and I am once again wanting to die but am enjoying it thoroughly. I enjoy my class at 6:30 and my instructor is great. He really takes his time with me!(I KNOW I COMPLAIN A LOT.)